How I should not start my day

I woke up and couldn't go back to sleep, just like yesterday. So I decided, why not think about Ameii in HetaOni, what happens to her when they get sent back to time loop 2 and in time loop 1.

I had spent quite a while crying my eyes out over my own story. -__- Grrr, such a depressing moment that I had to make more depressing.
Then the first time loop... I've turned Ameii into a ghost... to materialize at a really bad time. Now I'm freaking out over her like, "OMG! What happened to her?! Did she die?! Did she?! Did she make it out alive?!" I'm supposed to be writing the story and yet I act like the fan watching it.


If this has made no sense, say so, and I'll come up with an example to explain.

Then I also woke up like 2 to 3 hours ago. And went back to thinking about it.

Who would've known you having your own character in this situation would be so... complicated.